Seeds of Chaos

The mighty oak already exists within the seed.

But when we are the seed…and the cracks begin to tear us apart it can be terrifying.

The chaos and pressure feel unbearable. The complete unraveling of what we thought of as our life is hard to manage mentally. "Becoming" is not a graceful view from the inside; it feels more like utter destruction. Some of us are daily living in fight or flight, because we resist change.

Right now, we are experiencing it in real-time the very planet is being shaken. The old world, old systems and the old ways of living are crumbling on live streams. Literally blown apart in front of our eyes. And deep down—we know why. Humanity cannot continue the way it has been going on. This change is not optional, it is inevitable.

When these shifts happen, we tend to grip even harder. We hold on to identity. To money, relationships, accolades and what we think of as control. We hold on fiercely to anything that feels like safety. But what if there is nothing to lose? Can we loosen our grip? Can we stop chasing validation through what we attain, and begin to experience life through what we feel? What if what we are actually afraid of is transformation?

Life has always moved like this. A contraction, then expansion. A wave pulling back before it rises. A flower closing before it blooms. It's like God itself is some kind of chaos gardener. Pure existence tossing power into the ether and multiplying. It scatters seeds everywhere—like a dandelion carried by the wind. No attachment, no control, no concern or stopping what grows. Just life… creating more life. Expanding, multiplying and experiencing itself in every possible form. In this way, existence doesn’t care. It simply is. And we are not just a piece of this system. We are aware and inside of it. We don’t just scatter seeds (thoughts-emotions-actions)—we get to choose how we plant them. How we nourish and grow them. We have the free will to create from fear, lack, and control.

Or…

We can create from love. From presence, intention, from something deeper than survival.

There is nothing wrong with attaining the Ferrari or becoming CEO. And there is nothing more spiritual about shunning wealth and remaining walking. What matters most is that you don't judge the other person. What matters is that you don't let it define you, and you don't place yourself above others.

When you release judging or trying to outdo other people, you become free. If a person has greed in their heart no amount of money will ever satiate it. If a person moves from love there is no amount of perceived power that would change their character. When we live our lives seeking external validation it is an endless journey with short term results.

Freedom lives with the person that holds no opinion over others, for where there is no opinion there is no pain. Freedom lives in the space where no thing defines you.

Where you are no longer measuring yourself against anyone else.

Where you can choose, experience, and create…from joy.

From LOVE.

Your love is something that cannot be taken from you. Expansion and growth and chaos will always ebb and flow. Creation and destruction will always be happening—with or without your permission. But your power…is in how you participate. It is always your choice to move, grow, learn, act, and to live not from fear; but from love.

with my

Love,

Aja